Now what?

With respect to last night's post, I couldn't bring myself to write anything, so I posted the lyrics to the song Sleep. The thing is, I had my interview with Langara College today, so I was really stressed out last night. And now, well I don't know anymore. The interview wasn't all that great. They basically said that I was just 1/150 applicants trying to get into the professional photo-imaging program there. Then I was told that there are only 28 spots per year. Grrreeaaat. So at this point, I'm better off assuming that I didn't get into Langara, so I now have to figure out what to do with my life. I might come back and apply to Langara in x many years, who knows. For the time being, ugh, I don't even know. I was going to say something like practice music for the next concert, but there aren't any more concerts. I've finished editing all my photos and videos, and school work just seems hopeless. FML